I want you to know that nothing is wrong with you. I know this sounds quite trite(over-used) and like I'm patting the top of your head while telling you all the things you want to hear. Not atall, that's not where I'm coming from. I need you to know and I need myself to know that there is nothing wrong with you/me. We're very much fine. Do you hear me? We're fine. I want you to know that you can try to be better version of your current self, you can work hard, you can do all the things you think you need to do, but none of that will do anything to prove/ascertain to you that you are worth your existence in this world. The only person that can decide that is you.
You decide how much space you get to take up. You decide how much your voice is worth. You can work yourself ragged and accrue everything you ever thought you needed, but if you don't believe who you are underneath the glitz, nothing will ever matter. A fevered mind has a funny way of turning gold into dust.
I want you to know there's nothing to prove, that even if you do all the things that you or someone else told you that you couldn't do, there will be no glory in it. There is no glory in living a life in search of undoing a feeling. You have a core belief that you are not worthy, that you are not lovable, and that you are not good enough? There is no manner of things you can achieve, people you can impress, or people who will love you in order to convince you of a thing you can't believe in yourself. You can't turn a sour belief sweet just by outrunning it forever.
I want you to know that you can't outrun your life, your emotions, and those little beliefs that feel tiny enough to overlook but fester over time. Inconsequential negative beliefs have a way of turning into hugely damaging beliefs. Believe me, I've lived in search of the magic elixir that will turn my emotions into something else, something better, and my life into something greater. I've searched everywhere, but the only real magic elixir is reckoning with yourself, taking the responsibility, demanding that the only person who can save you is you. It's you, my friend. It's you. if only you can believe in You regardless of people's view about your person or what you do cause at the end of it all.
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